One must push forward, one must not allow the past to control the future.The fears are there, the pain, the anguish. The sobbing, the tears.
I can say I learned. A lesson. Sometimes one has to feel death to further the trail. I think fear grips ones heart more than anything else, and some fall slay to lies and religion because of this. Its something I must overcome, perhaps not now. Perhaps later.
I'm a better person, turn my world around. I grow stronger, I grow better. Would I change the past? NEVER. Cuz I'm strong enough to LIVE! I've got LIFE.
If I lose everything but still have Love; I Win! If You gain everything but have not love, You Lose!
And last, but not least a quote: It's not that I'm afraid to die, I just don't want to be there when it happens - Woody Allen